It was big

1...

my favorite umbrella
I used it everywhere i went
and it's gone
and, I don't know if the party took it last night
or maybe one of those days
i took it
to school
it might have stopped raining
and i might have not noticed
when i came back on the subway
with it gone?

In any case,
it has gone.


2...

If indeed my head
is rolling around on the ground
i must stick it back up
on a stick
so i'm up upright again
though it's sort of
comfortable laying here right now.

If I can't stick with the future lives Ive tried (2)
the people are not like me
the qualities are not there for me
I am going circular about to
a place someone showed me, and
then I loved Whereas I can
never stand to be in a machine
whereas I cannot hold all my threads
weaved, can't not have all threads dangling
flitering, catching,
changing the wind,
I must breathe the
fluid air moving,
as I am always
moving.